Courtney Marie Andrews

Courtney Marie Andrews spent over nine months of 2017 on the road, with multiple trips across
the US, Canada, Europe, Australia and New Zealand. That’s nothing new for Andrews, though.
She’s been touring relentlessly since leaving her Arizona hometown at 16. It’s a life that inspired
much of her 2016 breakthrough album, Honest Life. While that album’s themes spoke to the
isolation and rootlessness inherent in a life on the road, most of its songs were actually written
during an intentional, extended break. The success that followed its release, however, didn’t
afford her the same break to write the material for her new album.
Although May Your Kindness Remain was predominately written on the road -- in the van, in
hotels, and in the homes of family and friends -- it’s not a road record like its predecessor. That
is, it’s not so much inspired by her life on the road so much as it is by the people she’s met
along the way. It’s an inward reflection on the connectivity of their stories and her own. “More
than anything,” she says, “it got me thinking about my childhood, and the people around me that
I’ve known, and the stories that come from my family. It became clear how many people are
struggling through the same issues.”
May Your Kindness Remain is full of vivid depictions of complex people and places with all too
common struggles. Much of the album deals with the psychological and relational impact of the
unrealistic picture of success that is so embedded in modern American culture.
“People are constantly chasing that bigger life. A lot of people are poor in America -- and
because of those unattainable goals, they’re also mentally unstable, or sad, or depressed or
unfulfilled. A lot of people -- myself included at some point in my life -- are loving somebody
through this. That’s sort of the theme of the record: coming to terms with depression and the
reality of the world we’re living in. Mental illness is a taboo in this culture -- or not taken
seriously. I’ve grown up around it a lot, and sort of feel like I understand it from all sides.”
There are no simple answers in these songs. There’s just an acknowledgement of our shared
hardships and a call for empathy. Despite its characters’ burdens, May Your Kindness Remain
isn’t downtrodden. There’s a defiance built into its melancholy, a sense that even the most
complicated problems are worth facing -- a sentiment that also explains why the album’s music
refuses to stay within any rigid sonic boundaries.
While Andrews self-produced Honest Life, she knew this one had to be different. To record May
Your Kindness Remain, her restless side took over. “It’s very characteristic to how I work -- I
need to be shaken up,” she says. “I was like, ‘I need to change something, and create
something different, and push myself in a different direction. I knew I wanted to make a more
modern, unique sounding record.”
She found that direction thanks to a bit of serendipity. All at once, she began noticing Mark
Howard’s name on several of her favorite records. She was consistently drawn to the resonant
depth of the sound and tone in the albums he had done with luminaries like Lucinda Williams,

Bob Dylan, Emmylou Harris and Tom Waits. With nothing to lose, her manager messaged him
about producing the new record.
The inquiry was a success: months later, Andrews and her band found themselves in a rented
house in Los Angeles, overlooking the city’s skyline, making May Your Kindness Remain with
Howard at the helm. “I wanted to make a record in L.A.,” she says. “In that house, overlooking a
city that epitomizes both America’s diversity and also the commonality of very real struggles
against often unrealistic hopes and dreams.”
Andrews recalls Howard saying that he liked “making records that you can live in.” To her, it felt
intuitive, natural and spontaneous -- an extension of the songwriting process that went into
these songs. Howard, Andrews and the band lived in that house for eight days, barely fitting it in
between two tours. As is Howard’s custom, the house was the studio. He brought all the gear,
recording everyone in the same room to a live board, live off the floor. “A lot of the record is
either the first take or we did just one overdub,” Andrews says. “Nothing’s overthought.” The
band set up in a circle, watching each other across the room as they played each song live.
As a result, the album sounds intimate and warm, as if listeners are in the house with them,
watching it all unfold. While May Your Kindness Remain is Andrews’ fullest sounding record to
date, the songs and her vocals are never eclipsed. “Mark’s really good about stripping the song
down to the bones, and asking, ‘Where is the song in this? And how do we make the song come
out while still having great instrumentation?’” Andrews recalls.
Still, the album’s arrangements are meticulous. Unlike the predominantly acoustic guitar based
Honest Life, May Your Kindness Remain builds around Andrews’ songs with heavy lead guitar
(Dillon Warnek) and keys riffs (Daniel Walker, Charles Wicklander). Having played with Andrews
for years, the rhythm section (Alex Sabel, bass; William Mapp, drums, percussion) fills the
sound as naturally as you’d expect. There was no click track for Mapp, adding to the album’s
sentient, live feel.
Every instrument and sound on the album has their proper place, across diverse styles: proud
piano ballads (“Rough Around the Edges”); easygoing, country-tinted rock (“Kindness of
Strangers”); and biting, sarcastic folk gems (“I’ve Hurt Worse”). Gospel singer C.C. White adds
backing vocals throughout, including on the stunning title track, a striking statement of purpose
that blooms at the end thanks to layers of soulful harmonies. “When C.C. was singing her parts,”
Andrews remembers, “I just laid there on the floor, both comforted and blown away.”
Andrews’ own vocals are notably more powerful and soulful -- especially on the organ-heavy
blues number “Border”, with a ragged weariness that honors the immigrant’s resilience in the
face of blatant thoughtlessness and racism; and “Took You Up”, a take on accepting love as a
simple offering before any illusion of wealth or success. Her vocal performances reflect her
recent listening habits, which include Motown and soul, as well as albums by the eclectic rock
band Little Feat. They also point to her confidence and growing range as a live vocalist.

“I subconsciously started incorporating more vocal stretching in my songs, just because of how
fun that was,” she says. “I’ve always been really inspired by soul singers. I can sing like that --
but I never really had before.”
In the end, May Your Kindness Remain finds Andrews at home in her restlessness, embracing
her intuition. It has stretched her vocals, her sound and her songwriting to new depths and
produced a brave record -- a record that is unafraid of addressing the complexities of life in
order to find common ground and understanding, no matter how divided this world may seem.

Matt Dorrien

Matt Dorrien is a songwriter currently living in Portland, Oregon. Having self-released two albums under the moniker Snowblind Traveler, he now looks forward to the premiere of his most personal album to date, which will be released under his own name early next year on the Portland-based label Mama Bird Recording Co. His music has been described as timeless and heartbreaking, and his songs reminiscent of the work of artists like Harry Nilsson, Randy Newman, and Carole King: A tribute to the golden age of songwriting.



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